A life I got from my mother…

She nurtured me for 20 years ignoring herself…

They woke up for me when I cudnt sleep..

They stood in front of me when I felt afraid..

They gave up their savings, business and all for me…

And I always felt that it was their duty towards ME!!

 

I always picked faults in them..

Loved others more than them..

I thought I had a duty towards them..

And just did what was essential for that!!

 

I fell for someone..

This time it was true I feel…

Coz despite all pain I got I never gave up…

To make up for it..

I sobbed…I walked alone on roads….

Nothing worked.. and I came back..

I came back killing my pride, my self respect…

This time I felt it would last…

But all in vain..

 

Today I finally give up…

Coz it has eaten all my resources I owned..

I have no love left to bear pain..

I have no emotions.. no confidence to love or be loved again..

But my parents are still there..

Dying to love me..

And I spent my life searching for love everywhere else

 

But now I have known that love is my family..

I will cherish this true feeling for life…

No more I will hurt them…

 

I don’t know what have I gained out of all my investments…

I am a loser at all fronts…

My fault was to crave for love…

Its true that they hurt you the most whom you truly love

I hurt my parents and got hurt myself…. !!